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About Licia

I am a North Carolina native, born on the Outer Banks, where it is
said that my English ancestors washed ashore from a shipwreck and
married into the local Indian population (the Hatteras Powhatan, a
branch of the Algonquin). This represents my father's side of the family; my mother
hails from the North East US, bringing Scottish, English, German,
Austrian, Russian, and a Spaniard (!!!)
into my physical blend. I have understood that my hybrid make-up
is something that I chose so that I could relate to everyone, to find
common ground in some way. I
am not restricted by prejudice or boundaries of class or country. I
see humanity as a whole.
I am told my first word was "Light!" and my first sentence was "I wanna go on a trip!" That was a little too early for me to remember,
but these interests are absolutely reflective of my essence. My
childhood memory from age 3 and onward is amazingly intact. My loves as
a child were nature, road trips, music and books. My first teacher
was nature; the trees and plants
and rocks and wind and ocean talked to me, and I felt soothed by them.
I heard/felt/saw spirits and angels from very early; my earliest memory
of experiencing a non-physical intelligence was when I was 3 years old.
I was sitting in the corner of my sandbox on an early fall day; it was
chilly and damp, and there was a black spider in the far corner across
the expanse of wet sand from me. I was feeling pretty lonely and bleak;
I imagine the arrival of my younger sister was something I was still
trying to comprehend. I was feeling pretty sad and sorry for myself,
when I felt a warmth come around me from behind, like giant loving arms,
and a sensation of being very gently hugged. At the same time, I
got a sensation of "You're going to be alright. We love you."
It was in the same year that Archangel Michael appeared in my second
story bedroom window one night, with a beatific, reassuring smile on his
face.
I lived in the south most of my life, mostly in North Carolina and
the Atlanta area. Like everything, living in the south had its
positives and negatives. The landscape, the ocean, the apparent warmth
of people, the culture of civility and entertaining and the extensive
dramatic history were all charming and captivating to me. However, I
was aghast at the open prejudice and cruelty I witnessed, and personally
wounded by the religious intolerance I encountered. It was traumatic
and enraging when grown men and women told me I was going to hell
because my family did not attend church. I knew better; I had
experienced the love of what they called “God” directly. God and the
Angels were not judging and punishing in my experience. How dare they
think they had the corner on reality? This great learning has helped me
very much in my own tolerance of ideas other than my own.
It is important to share that I experienced alcoholism and sexual
and emotional abuse in my family of origin. I have done a lot of work
about this over the 20 years (I am now 41 as I write) since I decided I
wanted to live, and no longer see it these experiences as a label or
badge for myself or an identity to carry around in front of me. It is
something that I experienced that was and is exceedingly painful, and I
would not wish it on anyone. However, it contributed to making me the
strong, courageous and powerful woman I am today. My non-physical
allies were a very big part in helping me decide to stay here on earth
and guided me in miraculous ways to a better life.
College life was pretty
predictable; I knew how to make good grades, so I did that. I knew how
drink alcohol, so I did that. I knew how to give my body over to the
desires of others, so I did that. I got myself into a few abusive
relationships, got back out, transferred to Atlanta to Georgia State,
and tried to live my life as a single woman putting myself through
college in the Big City. I found that I did not have the internal
survival skills to make good decisions for myself. My junior year of
college my grades started slipping; I went out at night to dance at the
clubs, where folks would buy me drinks and I’d dance my anger out.
Looking for love, I engaged in sexual relationships that weren’t
supportive. I began to lose the sense of being guided by loving
spirits and angels; I drew to me instead guides who did not have my best
interest at heart. I felt very physically run down and emotionally and
mentally fatigued, but didn’t know how to be different; I was living
what I’d learned from my upbringing. I could feel the holes in my
energy field; I experienced myself as a dirty, shredded fabric blowing
the wind. I was on a downward spiral.
It was at age 21 when I
was driving down Monroe Avenue, in an exhausted fog from my crazy life,
when I heard distinctly a voice next to me in the car say “If you
keep this up, you will be dead by the time you are twenty-five.” I
actually looked over to see who was in the front seat with me; the voice
was that clear. No one was physically there, but I definitely got the
message. For some amazing reason, I really heard it in my heart and
knew it was true, and that if I wanted to be on the earth I needed to
change. So I started with the obvious; I quit going out to the clubs,
quit sleeping with whoever bought me a drink, and quit drinking
altogether. I focused on my school work and on getting some sleep.
There is no question in my mind that I got an exceedingly huge amount of
angelic help to pull me up off the ground; I felt supported and
renewed. I felt like a devout nun in a monastery; my life felt scrubbed
clean! Then, three weeks after the voice spoke to me and I made the
choice to stay on the earth, I met my life partner in a miraculous
moment (see
Meeting Peter) and my life took
its defining turn upward. I have since learned that because I made the
choice in my heart and soul to change, I was given the awesome spiritual
assistance to turn things around, and my future husband (who I’d made a
soul contract with prior to incarnating) was waiting in the wings for me
to make this choice. Whew! Glad I did!
I graduated with a five
year bachelor’s degree in Fine Art and Education. Professionally, I
have been a waiter (I feel everyone should take a turn at this very
demanding job-great spiritual training!), a public school teacher, a
one-on-one trainer with families affected by developmental disabilities,
a program evaluator, non-profit project coordinator, events coordinator
and consultant. Running throughout all of my work like a golden thread
is the desire to teach others to heal themselves. I started taking
professional training in the healing arts in 1995, reclaiming and honing
the innate talents I had as a child. Over the years I studied Healing
Touch, Quantum Touch, Reiki, and Shamanism. I attracted several
teachers, some physical and some non-physical, that guided me through
exactly what I needed to explore at that time. I have studied all of
the worlds’ religious traditions and teachings of the mystics and became
a non-denominational reverend (no one religion is big enough for me!)
But my life experience of 20 years in my own process of recovery in
psycho-therapy, massage and body work, art therapy, group work,
exquisitely guided spiritual work, intimate relationship of
unconditional love with my husband, and finally full reclamation of my
intuitive abilities is the basis for my rich understanding of the
courage and wisdom to heal. It is through this that I am able to offer
others the safe space, the wisdom, and the personal experience of the
healing process. It was when 9-11 happened that I got a clear message
that I no longer had the luxury of hiding out anymore, attempting to do
my healing work in “socially acceptable” ways (through teaching,
non-profit work, etc.) It was time to come out and be who I really am.
So I did!
Over the last 20 years I
feel I have lived many lifetimes; I have transformed that much! I have
moved from unconsciousness to consciousness; victim to creator; feeling
unloved and disconnected from Source to awareness and experience of my
constant connection with Source. Of course, it has been a process (and
continues to be!) I feel we as humans are works in progress; we are
perfect, and we can choose to be more perfect all the time.
I am now a mother of two
beautiful boys (who teach me all the time); our family took a 2 year
trip in an RV after selling our home and belongings in Asheville, NC.
We had many amazing adventures, guided by Spirit each day as to where to
go. Through our travels and “coincidental” meetings with wonderful
people, we have wound up in the gorgeous San Luis Valley of southern
Colorado; the comparisons to the high valleys of the Himalayas are
accurate. It is a place of very high vibration (one of ten places in
the world, I am told by AA Raphael), and it is a perfect energetic match
for our family and the work I do. I envision someday having a retreat
center here for folks to come to restore, renew and heal themselves in
lasting and profound ways.
I am a
teacher, writer,
facilitator, speaker and artist in my professional life. And I love my work so
much; I love witnessing others wake up to their divinity, the miraculous
smiles on their faces as they experience the wondrous soul that they really
are. I am so very privileged to live this life, and I give thanks every
day for this opportunity to be human at this time on earth.
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